What dod I tell you all? I told you things were damn near doomed. I know just about everyone knows nothing of what Im talking about but Im still going to talk about it because it's about the only thing that will mak me feel even half way better right now.
I refuse to put myself out there for any damn body anymore. Im through Im finished and I've had enough. I don't get shit out of it so what's the point. Remember when I told yall Im going to Improvise - well It's time to make that move. Now is the time to
Improvise.
Im going to sit back and let shit ride 'cause right about now that's the only way to do things. And when all my shit is together and I have (almost) everything I want we'll see how folks will be feeling when I put everyone else on hold and do my
DAMN THING.
I ready to put everyone elses feelings aside and
DO FOR ME and me
ONLY. I've been dumb for long enough.
Any objections - Please step up and take me on. And while you're thinking of a way to take me on, please someone let me know how it is possible for friends in love to co-exist as friends?! It's impossible I know but please someone co sign.
Anyway sorry for blabbing but it's theraputic for me to write down my feelings. Something about it makes me feel soooo much better.
I was up pretty late last night - I did some research on how to use my server. Since my dumb ass went along and got anxious again and went ahead and got a Lenux server. Oh well - my luck; Ill get over and make the best of it. As I must do with
everything.
I've been at my picture taking finest lately.
I took this one last week and never put it up. It was sooo much more beautiful in person - but as usual I was by myself so you'll have to see it through my lens. Pictures are so powerful! They capture what will become our past and preserve it for the future and I love that.
Signing out but I know Ill be back
Mystique