Im sitting here waiting on something to snack on __ while getting contraction after contraction. My doc says I'll know when it's time to go (to the hospital) but I'm not going to want to go reguardless. I just want to wake up when they hand me the bundle of what will be mine forever! I don't think I'll be missing anything - Daddy to be can re-cap everything I missed lol.
Knowing that at any minute I could be off to the hospital to have this baby is nerve wrecking.
Really I don't know what to feel. I'm super anxious. Crazy nervous. So ready for him to be on the outside. Don't know what to expect. If there was a word for the 45million emotions I have I'd share it with you all but I doubt there'd be one I could find. I'm sleepy as all hell but can't get any rest 'cause my mind is going a mile a minute.
I really have 2 more weeks and five days (19 days in total) to go until the original due date but home-boy has been clawing his way out since October. I've been pregnant for 261 days (
and counting ...) and quite frankly - It's been real but I don't think I'll miss it at this point.
My bags are packed and at the door.
Car seat is installed in the back seat.
Family made aware it's any day.
I'm ready to go!!!!
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