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Name: Candise P( Candi P)
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: Febuary15
Horoscope Sign: Aquarius
Motherhood: Mother of 1
Residence: South Florida via NY

I'm an 80's baby. Born February 15th ((Aquarius to the fullest)). For those who wonder - I am NOT mixed with any other ethnicity. Simply and beautifully African American. New York born and bread. Now residing in South Florida. Although I'm loving the fun and sun, NOTHING beats New York.

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    "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure"


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    Monday, July 31, 2006
    Ahhhh A Wonderful Day { freed on 9:31 PM

    What a good day. I did nothing but RELAX!!


    Considering I wake up late when I don't have anything to do and I stayed up late last night watching Bridezillas and the rest of Wild Wedding Sunday on WE (Womans Entertainment Channel)since I missed it last night. Even after all that late night channel surfing I woke up early this morning (well early for me) at about 7am and finished folding and washing my laundry. When I woke up and rolled out of bed I saw three air baloons outside my window. They looked so pretty. What a way to wake up.

    Speaking of Bridezillas Ooooo what a good episode. I wonder if there are any addicts to wedding reality shows like me *hehe* I loooove A wedding story on TLC, Bridezillas, Platinum Weddings on WE, and Whos Wedding Is it Anyway on the Style channel. There are more to mention but I wont bore you lol. Such joyous occasions Weddings are. The union of two! I would love to plan or wedding two in my future. My mother says I'm sick because I could tell you everything from who I want to make my dress (Jim Hjelm Couture) to what jeweler I want my ring from (Scott Kay). Every girl dreams and I am just one of the millions of females who have had the dream to be happily married since birth lol.
    I've always wanted a huge elaborate outdoor wedding but someone special has opened my eyes to the joys of simplicity. It def'ly must be outside though 'cause I love the outdoors - especially the beach!! Something simple yet elegant and surrounded by family will make me happy. Marriage isn't something you get into with anyone or even think about with just anyone so whether Im 20 or 27 it doesn't much matter to me when it happens as long as I'm happy and In love! Ahhhhhh ...

    Anyway sorry for rambling again *hehe*

    After I was finished watching the hot air baloons go by I did some crunches and hopped into the shower. A long cold one since at 8 o'clock in the morning it was already 85 degrees. **Blah** I hate it being sooo hot. I'd like for there to at least be a breeze. D you weren't lying when you said it was going to be a hot summer.


    As the afternoon rolled around I went out to take some pics of my little baby cat lol. She's far from little but thats my baby so I'll call her what I want lol. I took tons because I knew that though all the bad ones where she was moving and playing around, not looking, and sniffing around I would catch a few beautiful ones and I did. I posted some of them earlier but here's a few more. Her eyes are so intense and she's usually cooperative with me except for the times when she just wants to play.

    I was only on the phone for a little bit today so I had tons of me time. Time to write, time to think, time to organize myself. I was going to go swimming but I got a little lazy. Maybe later lol.

    It's about nine thirty now and I just finished updating more of my Myspace page (Beam me up!!) and creating my very first animated gif file. How do you like? It was pretty easy and Iplan on doing more and more complicated ones with video and what not. It's one of my pictures on myspace now so we'll see what kind of ♥ it gets.


    Well I'm off to take another cold shower before bed **grrrr** this heat is killing me. Not working late tommorow so I'll be back on tommorow night.

    Toodles...
    ♥ The Mizz's


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    Photoshoot with my Baby { freed on 3:58 PM

    Hello all. Just finished takinga new batch of pictures of my baby Eerie. Hope you enjoy. Be back later with more on my day!

















    ♥Mystique


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    Saturday, July 29, 2006
    Talking Cell { freed on 2:25 PM


    I think Im going to get a new phone because the one I have now has been acting up big time. Cutting off and on by itself, the screen turns purple and blue for no reason at all and it's driving me crazy really. I ♥ my cell phone - it's my baby and my only way to connect to the people that mean something to me that aren't around the corner. This is the phone I'm thinking about getting. It does cost an arm and a 2 legs but I like it.



    • 1.3 Megapixel Camera/Camcorder with Flash/Video Light
    • Video Ringtones & Screen Savers
    • Changeable Faceplates (4 colors included)
    • Picture MailSM – share photos & videos†
    • Video Length: 30 Sec. (Video Mail) or 30 Min.(Long Video)
    • Music StoreSM – download & play full-length songs


      Plus it's bluetooth capable and a more than reliable source told me that I needed one since Im on the phone so much and I can get radiation through the ear piece lol.


    Isn't it purdy?!?!?! I can't wait to get it!

    ♥ Mystique
    PS - It's like 9000 degrees in here so I know I wont get any sleep tonight :(


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    Friday, July 28, 2006
    RIP Buggie { freed on 10:11 PM

    So Im hot as hell just looking to quench my thirst in this crazy Flawda heat when I walk into my kitchen when I see something out of the corner of my eye scurry across the floor. After I saw that I knew it couldn't be good.

    Call me whatever you want but when It comes to bugs - OMG I hate them. I really hate spiders and after I moved to Florida my bug fear jumped like 35x's. These bug are all on steriods out here. I think these palmetto bugs have the spiders beat though cause they sure can fly. **Yuk**

    So anyway ....

    Im freaking going to get this drink from the fridge and there he is standing there in front of the door like he owned the place. I was like oh hell no lol. Where is the Orkin man when I need him?!?! I wonder if they could come this late *hehe*. As soon as I saw him I screamed and ran out the room and up the stairs. (My throat still hurt - ehh hem)he was so damn huge. Giant I tell you. He had these long antenae and long spikey legs. My skin is still crawling just thinking about it.


    So I grabbed the bug spray (enforcer) and sprayed the hell out of him from about 10 feet away lol. He tried really hard to roll back over after he flipped onto his back from the impact of the spay. But a fwe minutes later he was twitching from the chemical and I was still screaming.

    He was dead finnaly but there was still one problem ....
    I had to clean that nasty critter up DAMN!!!! What a task. All I knew was that I wasn't getting anywhere near the thing.

    I was walking up the stairs to whine to my boy Les about the nasty creature on my kitchen floor.


    Only one way to get this done....

    (((Dum Dum Dum)))The vaccum cleaner!!! Ahh haa - it had to work, I just didn't want that guy to climb back out. So I went, hooked up the vaccum and went into the dining room. I couldn't be too close cause i didn't want him to fly back at me.

    After a lot of screaming and a lot of bravery ...

    Ding Dong the bug is dead !!!


    All I have to say is I hope he doesn't come back alive cause I can't do that EVER again. Bugs are supposed to stay outside not inside.

    Oh and Les - thanks for the moral support lol.

    -Mystique


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    Tuesday, July 25, 2006
    4 Minutes { freed on 10:57 PM

    My Version ... Sometimes you just gotta come creative


    These are MY 4 minutes.


    Hold Up, Slow Down - Listen Give Me 10 minutes.... Give me 5 minutes before you leave. You took this long so you can just give me these last 4 minutes 'cause you can't leave without me speaking my peace.

    You never know - what I have to say could change your mind. And you might be putting something to the side that is meant to be.

    Pardon me if im talking fast
    and stumbling all over my words
    I heard you were leaving out
    I Thought I'd be the one to come first.


    Because ...


    She could never be
    half as good as me, let me show you (wait, you already know)
    you know exactly what I mean -
    cause im the real thing,
    and I have to have you.
    Im here and been here by your side
    waited before you day and night
    and I cant understand why,
    you're not my man


    because....


    She don't understand you like I do
    And she'll never make love to you like I do
    I can show you 'bout a real love
    And I can promise anything that I do,
    will be to satisfy you.


    I truly Believe ...


    God made no mistakes
    When He sheltered me with your heart.
    There's no safer place than to be in love
    And here I will stand
    And I will never ever leave you!


    See the time is now....


    for you to realize what's going down.
    Why put up with this when you know I would be
    more than happy for you to be with me?
    What ever it is I promise I'll be,
    what ever pleases you ill do it times 2
    I'm taking her spot cause she has no clue!


    So...


    When you hear me talking, what you think?
    When you looking into my eyes, what you see?
    I know you aint trying be my man.
    What do you think about us being friends, making plans?
    To be everything we want to be.
    Making our dreams turn reality.
    I'm digging everything you are and I'm wondering if we will be?


    Did You know ...


    I've never been touched (the way YOU touch me)
    I've never been kissed (the way YOU kiss me)
    I never knew it felt (the way YOU make me feel)
    I never knew a love like this
    What you got - Them others don't, 'cause you're the one I want
    You make me hot, them others don't
    'Cause baby you're the one I love!


    And there is ...

    no telling' what we could grow to
    Let it be known, I told you already
    I'll be there for whatever you go through, my love's true.


    Yeah...


    I've done things in my past
    I thought this love would last
    but I can't let you go baby
    your my everything *avie
    the reason I smile and the reason I talk baby,
    the reason I breathe
    You're only one for me!
    You cant go through with this
    If you leave me my life wont exist
    Cause I'm more than in love with you
    and that's my word!!


    Cause There's ....


    I think its about time that I make you mine.
    To find another like you will be a lifetime


    Do you remember ...


    The way destiny led you to me
    It makes me feel like life is now complete


    But...


    Don't leave, cuz I really wanna love you
    So what do you wanna do,
    I gotta be with you


    Because ....


    Since you came inside my life
    You've givin me the best in you everyday and night


    So promise....


    that you'll never leave?!
    You never say this is the end
    and you'll spend your life with me


    All You have to do is....


    figure out how do to let go when you've Loved her for so long
    With intentions good was all she ever had,
    You've given her all that you could


    7 Last words
    Don't Let Real Love Pass You By




    R&B Isn't Dead!!!
    My 4 Minutes in the words of Keyshia Cole (We Could Be), Anthony Hamilton (Can't Let Go), P Diddy R. Kelly (Satisfy you), Avant (4 Minutes), Boys II Men, Alica Keys Goodbye, Donell Jones (Don't Leave), Keke Wyatt (Nothing In This World), Ginuwine (Love You More)


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    Monday, July 24, 2006
    Im a Fighter!!! { freed on 11:46 PM

    So yeah - it's about that time that I stood up and fought for what I wanted!

    Im more thank willing and def'ly able. I know what I want and Im ready to have it. Exclusively! It's about time I got what I want and was able to do for me at the same time: I know it's possible this way.

    Anyway ...

    Im starving and just got home from work *blah* Im going to heat me up some curry chicken from last night *yummy* and go turn on Lifetime until I fall asleep. Thank God Myspace is back up and running. There was a power outage yesturday in LA and it had the servers going crazy so I wasn't able to access it for a while - I was going through withdrawls lol. Damn Myspace addiction lol.

    I prolly wont be getting in till late tommorow night so while Im gone this is for your enjoyment.

    Goodnight!!

    This is my second installment of Baby Me Video Series *hehe* I like how that sounded.

    My voice was sooooo squeaky lol. And if you're wondering why everyone is calling me crab apple it's because they say that I was mean and always acting like a crab snapping at everyone. Im sure you all don't believe that nonsense though lol.

    -Mystique


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    Saturday, July 22, 2006
    Lie About Us { freed on 6:18 PM

    Feels like tonight is going to be a lonely night and that def'ly sucks . There are some things comming up that should be celebrated but things planned for in my life are highly unusual to happen to I guess Ill blow with the wind. We'll see who remembers what. This will be interesting lol.


    Okay so what a perfect time for my favorite track from Avants new album to come out. When I say perfect I mean PERFECT!!! The song is called "Lie About Us" and it's featuring Nice Scherzinger (the lead singer of the Pussy Cat Dolls).




    Go Lord do I feel this song!!! He's so sexy it makes the situation seem so much better lol.
    I tried to find just the audio for the song because I feel that with videos people watch more than listen. These days people sing the song and have no idea what they're singing about until someone or something prompts them to listen so with that said - LISTEN, don't just watch. I know it'll be hard *hehe* ;)
    The video is okay though. I like the incorporation of the storm to add to the drama of the situation.


    Im sleepy as hell!!! I need a nap but again it's waayyy too hot. It just rained a beautiful rain. The sun was out and shining bright but the rain was comming down pretty hard. It looked so nice. The sky just opened up and let loose. IT got cool for a few minutes but then quickly got humid as hell.


    Damn myspace servers are down and Yahoo isn't working very well either. I can't check my mail or anything else. The world is ending *pulls hair out*
    Im eating - once again and don't really have to much more to say. Maybe later I will.

    Hopefully later I will.

    -Mystique


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    Morning! { freed on 8:58 AM


    Boy, I was pretty upset yesturday huh.

    Nothing funny really but I've had some time to re think some things and I feel a lot better now.
    It's time for another day!
    Something to think about: Ever think that someone was your destiny? Everything about this person was absolutely perfect for you even their bad assets? Everything this person was definately and positively supposed to be for you? That loving yourself and that person at the same time is simple rather than compicated. To let go of that person would be like giving your own life?


    Here's some early morning eye candy for ya!
    Talk to yall later.

    Mystique
    "Im the only one that really loves you babe, why you wanna throw it all away - can't you feel me running through your veins - but you're steady chasing after Mrs.Dream: you're chasing after the wrong one. Im your reality
    - she's just your fantasy
    You'll never have someone who will be all about you like me"
    Song of The Day
    [.Avant - Lie About Us.]


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    Friday, July 21, 2006
    To Whom It May Concern { freed on 4:53 PM

    Thanks for the chance to cool down. *Breathe* I had the chance to catch my breath and relax for a second. It seems like everytime I think Im high I end up lower than I thought I was in the begining?!

    Damn I have no words.

    For once in my life I have absolutely no words to describe what Im feeling.

    Listening to this new Jo Jo track called too little too late. Im liking it right about now too. *sings*"So let me on down .. Cause time has made me strong .. I'm starting to move on .. I'm gonna say this now .. Your chance has come and gone .. And you know .. It's just too little too late .. A little too wrong .. "


    Hope you all are having a better day than I. And hopefully my night will prove better than the day.


    Like someone once said to me ... I'll leave these matters in God's hands.



    -Mystique
    "sometimes it feels like i'll never go pass here .. sometimes it feels like i'm stuck forever (ever) .. but i'm going higher closer to my dreams"

    Song of The Day
    [.112 - Smile.]
    Another night and it seems that
    You made you cry yourself to sleep
    Reminiscing on how it began
    You found pleasure in this man
    You fell like you'll never leave
    For his life now you wanna lead
    Give me just one chance
    Cause I can believe that
    I can make you smile
    I know a thousand times
    You sit alone and cry
    You don't deserve it
    Cause I can believe that
    I can make you smile
    Tranquillity the misery
    Any day will it ever cease?
    Here's my shoulder it's okay to cry
    Cause I know how make it right
    Cause you feel like you wanna leave
    For his life now you won't lead
    Baby give me one chance
    Cause I can believe that
    I can make you smile
    I know a thousand times
    You sat alone and cry
    You don't deserve it Cause
    I can believe that I can make you smile
    WhoaaI never never make you cry
    So pretty baby dry your eyes
    I never never make you cry
    I promise baby your to precious
    I never never make you cry
    So pretty baby dry your eyes
    I never never make you cry
    Cause I believe that I can make you smile
    I know a thousand times
    You sat alone and cry
    You don't deserve it I believe that
    I can make you smileI know a thousand times
    You sat alone and cry
    Girl you don't deserve it
    I believe that I can make you smile
    I never never make you cry
    So pretty baby dry your eyes
    I never never make you cry
    So pretty baby dry your eyes
    For ever and ever oh yeah I believe...
    Oh yeah I believe that...


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    .Looking Forword. { freed on 3:01 PM

    What dod I tell you all? I told you things were damn near doomed. I know just about everyone knows nothing of what Im talking about but Im still going to talk about it because it's about the only thing that will mak me feel even half way better right now.

    I refuse to put myself out there for any damn body anymore. Im through Im finished and I've had enough. I don't get shit out of it so what's the point. Remember when I told yall Im going to Improvise - well It's time to make that move. Now is the time to Improvise.
    Im going to sit back and let shit ride 'cause right about now that's the only way to do things. And when all my shit is together and I have (almost) everything I want we'll see how folks will be feeling when I put everyone else on hold and do my DAMN THING.

    I ready to put everyone elses feelings aside and DO FOR ME and me ONLY. I've been dumb for long enough.


    Any objections - Please step up and take me on. And while you're thinking of a way to take me on, please someone let me know how it is possible for friends in love to co-exist as friends?! It's impossible I know but please someone co sign.

    Anyway sorry for blabbing but it's theraputic for me to write down my feelings. Something about it makes me feel soooo much better.

    I was up pretty late last night - I did some research on how to use my server. Since my dumb ass went along and got anxious again and went ahead and got a Lenux server. Oh well - my luck; Ill get over and make the best of it. As I must do with everything.

    I've been at my picture taking finest lately. I took this one last week and never put it up. It was sooo much more beautiful in person - but as usual I was by myself so you'll have to see it through my lens. Pictures are so powerful! They capture what will become our past and preserve it for the future and I love that.


    Signing out but I know Ill be back
    Mystique


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    .Popular. { freed on 12:05 AM

    I leave for a few minutes and you see what happens?

    They love me - they really love me ;P

    Okay really this time. I think Im going to bed. SIKE!!!



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    Thursday, July 20, 2006
    It's So HOT { freed on 4:54 PM

    YaY!! New pic. I changed each of these pics to seem retro looking. I think they look pretty cool. I relly only like it because of my eye brows lol. I've been pulling my hair back lately because it's just soooo damn hot! I swear the past few days it's been in the upper 90's. Blah - the result of that is fifty million freezing cold showers and being absolutely drained of any energy that you have mustered up being so hot.
    I love Florida but being at my parents house my father has been refusing to put on the AC for the last few days. Talking about getting no sleep. :(
    I laugh because he acts like the father from Everybody Hates Chris sometimes lol. He says we can't afford AC so the only time he puts it on is when there's company. I pray to God everyday that someone will call to stop by lol.


    Other than that things have been pretty normal.
    Me and my girl Tiffanie just got home from a place called The Green Iguana!! Yummy - good food. I had some coconut scrimps (yes I did say scrimps lol). It was Latin nights so all the mamis and papi's showed up and showed out :) Everyone was all dressed and greatfully we got in before it got completely packed out. They were playing all the good reggeton songs and everyone was having a good time. Plus - there was food, that's about all I need for me to be happy :)

    I have a strong feeling that some CRAZY crap is about to jump off. I see some sobb story comming from my way. Yall just mark my word I almost guarentee that you'll be reading about some nonsense sometimes soon - just mark my word.

    I want to go to bed but #1 it's too hot to sleep #2 i'm more than up from being up in the place with all the music #3 i have way too much on my mind #4 keyshia cole and me are jammin' in my room right now. (((*sings* I can't understand why you're not my man -- but I should be your girl)))

    I feel like switching up my Myspace page again but I have bigger things on my plate. I just found a space online. I have finnaly bought my own domain and found a host. The place is going to be called PoeticRapture. It's going to take me a while to get it done 'cause there are a lot of things I have absolutely NO clue about. So anyone that knows anything about web development and all that good stuff please write me 'cause I need HELP big time!!!

    I had another great idea as well. A most wonderful writer friend has given me a twist to put on the story that I have been writing. It can go so much better this way. I really can't wait for everyone to read it. I should def'ly put together the synopsis so you all can tell me what you think. I'll do that as soon as possible: Promise.

    Im off to check my Myspace!! Laterz




    .Nite.
    -Mystique


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    Saturday, July 15, 2006
    Sign of the Times { freed on 11:22 PM

    I wont write too much about this video 'cause it speaks for itself really. Plus I just got in from work and from seeing some family members off. I should be at least slightly embarrassed about it but oh well I was cute lol ;)

    *Sorry for the poor quality - I used my digi cam to record it.



    Who in the world did I think I was lol? Yo Yo from Salt and Pepper?!!? lmao I crack myslef up. I wonder if my daughter will be as energentic and wild as I was?!

    By the way the cute little blob of a baby is my baby brother. He used to be so cute - I don't know what happened, he's evil as hell now lol j/p.

    Oh and hey - keep the jokes to a minimum ;)

    Goodnight
    -Mizz Mystique


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    Nitey Nite { freed on 12:37 AM

    I think I wrote like 20 times today so enough with the edits lol. I just finished baking cookies and yes it is too damn late to be eating them but you know my behind just had three!

    ...Yummm

    Anyway I was up a while recording old home movies. What craziness lol. My mom tells me I've been mean all my life but I don't think so lol. I might have been a little mean back then but I didn't know any better ;)

    I can't wait to show you guys.

    Tommorow is another day.
    Another day andother blog.

    Goodnight
    -Mystique


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    Friday, July 14, 2006
    It's about that time { freed on 2:19 PM

    So I cheated the past two nights and read 2 chapters rather than the 1 chapter I allotted myself per night. :( such a bad girl I am.

    ...Oh well.

    Im sitting here cracking up at the comment left on the last post I had written up a few days ago. I swear I know some of the funniest people lol.

    It's sooooo incredibly hot right now I don't know what to do with myself. I did a little shoe shopping today. I found two very awesome pairs of shoes that I fought myself to put back on the shelf. I want one though - if I wasn't saving so hard I would have gotten both. I left them in the store though 'cause I have to much to try and do in a short time. They're sexy though aren't they?!?! The bright orange with the monogram print were BEBE's and the Deeper orange with the beads were BCBG Max Azria. God I love shoes.
    I get it from my Mamma! When she lived in NY she had a closet for her clothes and then a closet for her shoes (talk about an addiction - that's a fetish lmao).

    ... Anyway ...

    I think I might head to the pool today since it's so steamy out.

    I have something to do tonight though. I was going to try and get all my old VHS (In case yall forgot about what those were they're tapes for a VCR) and get them onto my computer. All that embarrassing childhood footage that are sitting in boxes. I figure I can grab all that stuff while Im here at my parents house.
    So maybe you guys will have a treat tommorow - some more embarrassing, joke-full footage for yall to see lol.

    Well I'll be back with an edit for you all. I'm going to take a late-afternoon nap.
    Be back laterz.


    \\Edit//

    So I've been cheating once again and Im reading my book once again. Im getting into the good stuff and I can't stop reading. My favorite author is by far Zane (Heat Seeker's, Sex Chronicles I&II Getting Buck Wild, Sisters of the APF, Nervous and so on ....) If you don't know about her you need to find out!! If you don't know someone you know will.
    She's been my inspiration to write more and I plan on writing a novel over time. I started it last year - I've added to it here and there. A friend of mine told me that I should go for it and that inspired me even further to pursue the writing thing.
    It'd be cool if I could go somewhere with it - it's something I loooove to do!

    *Yawn
    So much for my late afternoon nap - I never got it. The phone rang and that was it.
    No nap for me - Im working tommorow so there will be no sitting up all night long :(


    It's funny because I've been working on a layout for a personal page I plan on putting up and I was going to do something with my purse and it's contents. Funny thing is that I got my idea from a question that I thought was different form two different people. I was asked what do I have in my purse. So I got the question for a third time and decided to blog on it.

    -MAC Lip Glass [Love Nectar]
    -Debit Card
    -Keys
    -My Glasses & Case (yes im blind)
    -Some tissues (you never know what might happen)
    -A few dollar bills
    -My Celly
    -Wallet (cute isn't it!!)


    Oh well, I'll def'ly be writing later on tonight 'cause I have absolutely nothing else better to do and I'll full with things to say.


    -Mystique

    Song of the Day
    [.Rihanna - Now I Know.]


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    Tuesday, July 11, 2006
    Case of the EX { freed on 11:14 AM

    I wish I had my girl Chelz here to testify that I have some of the craziest, most ironic, unbelievable things happen to me. I mean things you only see in the movies. For real - some of the things people just wouldn't believe unless you were there to experience it with me. Im not talking of aliens and monsters, or fairys and hobbits either.

    For example I won't bring up any names ('cause I know that wouldn't be right lol.) I'll use some fictious names - how about Ron and Dan. *hahaha* I crack myself up. Well I used to go out with both Ron and Dan way back when. I lost contact with Ron for a while because of a certain little situation and Dan writes me every so often through email. Ron and Dan DO NOT I repeat DO NOT know each other.

    One night I was online one night and noticed that Dan put up and album with his sisters wedding pictures up. I opened it up and began looking through all the pictures. I was more than surprised to see someone who look more than strikingly farmiliar in the background of one of the photos. When I looked closer I could have sworn it was Ron in the background. I was almost mortified to even begin to think that they knew each other lol. I started running thorugh all the people that they could have been connected by.

    ..Damn

    I couldn't think of a soul.

    I went onto Myspace and contacted Ron and he told me that they knew each other for a while (like since they were 4 years old) and they reunited. Well hell, of all people in the world: why 2 of my ex's? That's nuts lol.


    Anyway..
    I went to Borders yesturday. I bought a new book that I've been waiting to come out.
    I know it's been out for a while but I finally got my hands on a copy. Im trying not to read it so fast because I know I can finish a book in a few days with no problem. I get thrown in the world of the book and don't want to leave. So Im pacing myself and only allowing myself a chapter a night :(


    -Mystique


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    Monday, July 10, 2006
    Me Time { freed on 5:43 PM

    I'm sitting here as I have been for the past few days. Shrek 2 is on and Im enjoying every second of it! Me time os always great!! I've been watching movies non stop since I had a few days off from work.

    I've worked on changing up my myspace page a little bit and cleaning up my comp. I have so much random crap on here it's rediculous. It seems like I save everything. More than anything my space is taken up by music and photos. I have thousands upon thousands of media files on my computer. Movies, music, TV shows, and tons of pictures.

    Speaking of computers I got my own personla copy of Adobe Illustrator and I've been messing with vectoring any good picture I can find. I've been working on a picture of Megan Good for a few days now. The only thing that is proving more difficult than anything else is her eyes. Damn those eyes lol. I'm going to keep working on it though. It's looking pretty good for my first attempt. Plus I have the help of the graphic extrodenair (and still learning) T1.
    For those of you who aren't quite graphic literate a vector or vexel is:
    a piece of digital art using block shapes of color to create an image. These are sometimes referred to as "vector art" but not all vexels are made in vector format. The word "Vector" refers to "creation of digital images through a sequence of commands or mathematical statements that place lines and shapes in a given two-dimensional or three-dimensional space" (*Whatis). To put that more simply, vector art is something made in a vector program (eg. Flash, Illustrator, Freehand) and can be resized without any kind of pixelation or quality loss. Vexels on the other hand, can be raster or bitmap images. Vexels are often seen as cartoon versions of an image or photo.
    I'm working on it so hopefully I can have something to show yall by the end of the week - that's what I'm hoping anyway. I've been getting kind of impatient 'cause I haven't been getting fast results with it but I know it'll take some time so I can't wait to see how it'll turn out. Im saving it in stages so you can all see how it comes out as I work on it.

    The other day I didn't write because I was out at theMy tootsies *hehe;)
    pool all day after buying a new bathing suite that I absolutely adore!! It fits me like a charm and that's somehting I don't find everyday. It's made by Rampage (ladies know what I'm talking about ;) ) and it's cream with a crochet overlay.
    Perfect Fit!
    The day was absolutely beautiful until as expected the Florida rains came through and let loose all over the place. FL is great for fun in the sun but as they say when it rains it poors. The lightening here is crazy and it rains in buckets.
    It was a sunny day pool side until the FL rain ruined it
    After my first hurricane I think Im a trooper for all this crazy weather. Im an aquarius anyway - we love water=rain. It puts me right to sleep most of the time. Other times I feel this crazy impulse to clean.


    Well, my movies over. And Im getting hungry - as usual lol.
    Ill write laterz.

    Muahz,
    The Mizzez


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    Sunday, July 09, 2006
    Baby Baby Baby { freed on 6:14 PM

    Sorry I haven't posted in a few days. I've just been relaxing and trying to figure some things out. Im back now and Ill be trying as hard as possible to write everyday even if it;s a few words.

    In the meanwhile I was able to gather up some photos via my old photo albums and my digi cam of me as a baby. As I love to take pictures now - my father loved to take pictures then.

    So here I am - sharing them with all of you.

    Enjoy & Comment,
    Mystique






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    Wednesday, July 05, 2006
    Good night to all { freed on 11:05 PM

    And to all a good night.

    -Mystique


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    Im Hungry Again { freed on 4:27 PM

    Yup so Im just sitting here - the house is pretty quiet being that it was just full to the hilt with people and now everyone's gone :(

    I just ate some cornbread and shrip scampi and Hawaian Puch Berry Lemonade - I know very random but it was available and I ate it lol. Really I should still be full from yesturdays feast but I can't get enough food. I think my next kitchen run will be for baked chicken and red rice *YUMM* I promise I should be fat. I'm happy I'm not though!!

    It's about 5:55pm and Im waiting on a phone call
    while staring off into the kitchen thinking of something else I can get my mouth on. I bought Madea's Family Reunion sometime last week and still haven't sat down to watch it so I think that me and my baby kitten are going to indulge in that now.

    I miss going to the movies. I haven't been to one in a long time. I believe the last movie I attempted to see was X-Men III when it came out but something or another happened and I never got there. The last movie I bought was Something New with the beautiful and talented Sanaa Lathan from Love and Basketball. That movie was awesome. Another flick to add the black movie library ;) Guess my phone call isn't comming so Im heading upstairs to watch my movie - but first stop is the kitchen!!!!!!


    -Mystique


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    Tuesday, July 04, 2006
    And we have Success { freed on 11:17 PM

    ****This is a photo intensive blog entry****


    So our Family Independence Day BBQ was a huge success! Everyone and then some turned out and holding the festivities at the club house worked out perfectly. The kids stayed in the pool ALL day long - they'll be tired tonight lol.


    We ate, we drank, and just had a great time!

    Thanks to all who came and made the day as good as it was! As promised I took plenty of pictures and video. So Im going to share some with you all.


    ....Socializing....

    Mom and Dad Uncle K Baby Lance and I - Don't I look great with a baby in my arms?!




    Playing some Pool
    Technology
    Baby brother and friend





    ....Pool Time!....

    Cousin Cam Kids by the pool
    Friendly (sike) game of Dominos
    Smile;)




    ....And WE Ate....

    one of my 3 plates ;)
    Who loves orange soda
    she's just as greedy as me

    Ill probably add more pics at another time - but it's late and Im sleepy. The day was long and I def'ly ate too much. I shouldn't go to sleep cause I was just snacking on some left overs. The same left overs I'll be eating for a while so all you folks who I promised plates - PLEASE come and get it lol.



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